Dear Derrick,

It's hard to believe you are going to be 20 years old next week.  Seriously, where has the time gone?  I think back to my parents being this age when I was 20.  It doesn't paint a very good picture.  I am thankful everyday you are so much better than me.  You have your head on straight, not easily influenced by others.  I am glad I was strict, but loving during your youth.  I love hearing people tell me how you are such a good young man.  It's these moments I love.

You are in your second semester at Butler and it's starting to kick your ass.  Lol.....  You are taking trig and I believe you are a bit stressed over it.  I am hoping you will find a way and if not, get out of the class quickly.  You are doing well in English and Sociology.

I am at Stephen's house right now.  Sometimes I wonder if I am making the right decision.  You would think after being alive 40 years, I would have more answers.  Just remember we are all creatures of habit.  It takes something monumental to really make us change.  I love him very much.  He's so different from any of my previous relationships.  He's very set in his ways and stubborn.  Stephen doesn't like to be told when and where unless it's his idea.  Hehehehe...  he's learned to adjust that with me.

Parkouring is going well for you, even tho you come home with scrapes and bruises everywhere.  I cringe every time I see a fresh wound from your flips or jumps.  I guess you've always been a thrill seeker.

Alright kiddo.  I better end this post.  I love you so much and I am always proud of you.

Love you,
Mom

Dear Derrick,

I'm not sure why I don't post more often.  Time has a way of slipping past.  It's January of 2015, one month before your 20th birthday.  You love to parkour, hang out with your friends, work at the Big D and are full of life.  No serious girlfriend yet, but I have a feeling you will be a late bloomer like your uncle.

We've had a pretty good life so far.  We do quite well for ourselves.  I am proud of the young man you have become.  I like to think I had a part in that.

I will make sure not to wait so long until the next entry.

I love you so much.

Love you,
Mom